Wow, incredible. I am 8 days sober, and I feel fantastic. Don’t get me wrong, this shit isn’t easy. I feel incredibly bored, and I do not know what to do with myself. Like, what is the difference if I have a sparkling water in my hand or a beer? Why does the beer bring me so much more joy than the sparkling water? I have so many questions but my clarity in my mind is unreal. This may sound like a joke, but every day that goes by with no alcohol in my system, I feel smarter day by day. Yes, alcohol makes you dumb. It slows everything down mentally, along with helping your depression. Yes, alcohol is a depressant. Why do we find so much joy in drinking? I know why, because it seems to make life more fun, but we are just hiding our feelings and emotions and just putting our true selves kept in a paper bag all crumpled up, setting it on someone’s doorstep and setting that shit on fire! Yea, not cool.
I don’t understand why we do this to ourselves. We poison our bodies with dark matter, dark spirit, keeping our pure beautiful souls in a closet. Our bodies deserve the best, we deserve to be treated like temples.
One thing I must say is now that I’ve been 8 days sober, I crave sugary items. From no longer consuming the sugars in alcohol my body is like “hey, don’t forget about me!” So yeah, it’s OK to have some ice cream or chocolate to curb those cravings. Think about how many useless calories we’ve been consuming with drinking. TOO MANY. Do you also find that you become so hungry? Like more than usual? Yeah, me too. I could eat my whole pantry! By not filling our tummies with useless fillers, we actually want to eat good food! If you’re into sparkling water, I must say that it is a God sent. If you’re not into sparkling water then I suggest water with electrolytes, or some sort of fizzy drink without all the sugar! That seems to work for me. Also, keeping busy. I know, you ask how? I don’t even know! Just find things around the house to do, go for long walks, go to a show, do your nails, whatever! Get a part time gig, babysit, walk dogs on the side, you name it! I like to go for 2-hour hikes walking barefoot for half a kilometer. Getting yourself moving is the best way to keep your mind occupied.
If you’re struggling, and yes, I’m struggling as well, just remind yourself why you’re doing this in the first place. I’m doing this because I am going through my awakening, and I now see how dark it is for us. I don’t want to be in the dark anymore. I’m too addicted to the lightness of life and what it has to offer. I’m noticing high vibrational shifts in my life, for the better, ever since I stopped drinking. After 10 days has passed, you will start to notice and feel your body change in a “Oh so magical way”. Get ready for the brighter days ahead.
You can do this. We can do this. You are never alone.
Let’s step into the light and show the Universe who we really are! Yeah!
God Bless. xx
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